Lost Letter

Another day of desperate hearts
Has come to its final act
My brain advises me to commit a suicide
Every sound´s makin´ me mad
I think I gonna explode
I am so confused
Memories are mixing with fancies again and again
I am caught in my own shadow
Which is cold as steel
The only way to find a way is to disappear

In the heap of old junk
I found a lost letter
Which no-one has seen
It tells ´bout great love
That I desire passionately
I´m searching for grace
To heal the painful wounds in my heart
´Cause I cannot face this ruthless world alone

Peaks of my feelings they are so keen
They jab my poor soul
Could you tell me what does this mean?
Please give me a rescue rope
I just want to evaporate and join the air
I want to be free
Just let me dissociate
Virtua beauty, don´t you let me drown any more